Get waken up by alarm > snooze for 20mins > rush to get out of the house > puff puff > curse and swear at the fucking sun > endure the long train journey > arrive at work wanting to be home> endure 6 hours of work > curse and swear somemore > puff puff > decide where to go after work/ meet whoever I’ve arranged to meet > reach home > feel too lazy to shower > laze around until I feel too dirty > shower > expect call from baby between 9.30 - 10.30pm > talk to him for a minute or two > use my phone until wee hours and regret it in the morning > REPEAT
Because the only way is up. To allow my state my emotional health to head south or take a few steps back would be extremely stupid. I’ve not expected myself to feel this.. calm (more like helpless anyway) but it’s not a good feeling anyway. I hope that I’m getting better, happier and stronger. May this always be a reminder to myself should anything affect me again.
So the weekend’s over and in less than 3 days ym would be shipped off to a little island called Tekong for his 3-week (edit) 2-year “vacation”, along with hundreds(?) of other botak boys. Have been spending our days together more frequently than ever. It’s gonna be hard esp when I’ll be attending lessons at night on 3/4 weekdays and lessons till evening on Saturdays. But it’ll be a test of our relationship AND I have faith in us. Aish cliché much…
Anyway ym’s sis got married on Saturday and I think its really nice when people truly share your joy and give you their blessings. Also, my bf looked really good in a suit and bowtie :)
Some photos that were taken over the past few weeks (save for grad day)
(edit) Photos from the wedding day
2/6 - Traditional wedding ceremonials in the morning at baby’s house > Dinner banquet @ Furama
More photos when I get to uploading them from my cam. Goodnight for now~