First day of quitting and I feel sick already :( I must persist!!!
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Seems like the Genting getaway that we’re planning for isn’t gonna materialise any time soon, not at least until a few months later. I made sure to keep mum about it so that I wouldn’t jinx it but ohwells~ Disappointment aside, I am still grateful for any amount of quality time we have together. Next on our agenda list would be good ol’ NIGHT SAFARI! USS! Actually the best way to spend the day always involves taking long naps and cuddling in-between. The best, and underrated.
Think happy thoughts! It’s graduation in less than 12 hours’ time and I should go rest my panda eyes.
Goodnight my love
Chase my Monday Blues away
21/5 - Holland V



It was supposed to be bb’s grad ceremony on Monday, but that lazy-ass of a boy decided last minute not to attend!!! Grrrrrr I’m partly to blame if you must.. but anyway, the time was well-spent and he suggested going to town since we had the rest of the day free and I had dressed up to attend his grad ceremony!
When we reached town we realised there weren’t any steamboat buffets (COCA’s quite expensive so, nay) that we wanted and I HAD to satisfy my major craving for mala pot after he mentioned it. So… we took a bus down to Holland V for xlb + steamboat buffet! Both of us were starving by then so I was pretty touched bb agreed to go to HV ‘cause he wouldn’t usually be so nice. Lol
We went a little crazy with the GIFs ‘cause it’s so damn addictive and fun to play with!
After dinner he sent me home, like a gentleman would. It was a perfect way to spend my day :’)
I wish I could relate to the term “Mum” in a much more positive way. But I just can’t. Trust me when I say I’ve tried to accept life as it is but I still wish I had a sensible mother who loves me. Not a few who are either incapable of love, or brings me nothing but heartache. Just one is enough. I wish I could say I love my mum, whenever people say that about theirs.
Date
@ EwF w/ Jannah ☺



Shopped for a bit to digest our Nutella tarts and burgers before heading over to Alley Bar~





… and eventually succeeded in dragging our asses to the train station slightly past 11. Well done!
A deceitful photo of myself that I took with my mum’s iPad awhile back hahaha

Date night lolol
Dinner @ Watami + The Avengers w/ ym ;)
Every dish tasted good and we finished every bit of our food when we thought we ordered too much initially! I just feel so happy when the food is ALL to my liking :’)











My babies arranged by their shades :D
Sick cat


IF ONLY I COULD BE THIS CUTE WHILE BEING SICK







Dinner + MJ at wx’s
At my relatives’ place last Sunday
Have been sick for the past few days and needless to say it feels like shit. Missed work and dinner with my colleagues on Friday too :( My plan to smuggle ym into my house was ruined too, since I fell sick. Pui!
After days of gulping down water, and occasionally popping panadols, I finally feel better.
I can’t wait for it to be Monday.
Sauce
Just had a cup of Bailey’s with milk, I’d say it tastes much better with a 1:4 (B:M) ratio this time round. Anyway, it’s Saturday and I’m at home. Ym’s at work and I don’t really know who to ask out. Everyone’s got their own company. So… I’m rather bored. Tried watching Lolita but I’ve stopped halfway into the show. Shall continue when I feel like it.
Anyway, this was at Sauce (two Fridays ago I think) where we celebrated Jan and Jesca’s birthdays!









Like getting married :’)

The Genting gang
















I try my best in people and things I care about, but sometimes it feels like it’s no longer within my control.
I try not to over-think. I try to be a better person. I try to make people like me better. I try to improve my relationship with people. I try to make things better. I try to find out what’s wrong. I try to justify the change in people and in myself. I try to love.
I try so hard because I care, yet these days I just feel hopeless.
Not to say I haven’t had good days, just let me be greedy and ask for better days ahead.









